SunsetThe cold wind relentlessly blew upon the face of the earth, it seemed to Eric Cartman, who lay spread-eagle on his rooftop. The wind made no regard for the fact that it was supposedly the middle of summer, or the hottest hour of the afternoon. It was cold all over, cold inside, where his jacket couldn't keep him warm. Eric fixed his eyes on his zenith, wondering at the interplay of colors on the utterly confused skyline. Dusk was approaching fast, and the pale blue was slowly being overtaken by the fierce orange-red.Sunset by Cezille07
It made him think of Kyle and Stan, and sometimes Kenny when the hue was just right. It made him think, where on earth was his place among those three, if something as natural as the heavens disagreed with his intent to remain with them? It made him doubt—and he disliked doubting. What was he supposed to do with this sky?
The wind stung, and he closed his eyes. A sweet face filled the gap between sight and nothingness: a smiling Kyle, midway between laugh
Kyman-LiveLaughLove" But....Kyle?". The readheaded boy turned around.Eric grabbed Kyles hand and forced him to look in bis eyes. Kyle was crying, harder than he ever did." Kyle listen...". It was hard for him to find the right words. He wanted to tell him everything but how? "Okay i....i dreamed of you. At first. Well...i had noticed so much things that i had ignored the whole time. 2 weeks ago i didnt even know what colour your eyes have. Youre friggin pretty Kyle.". Kyles eyes were wide opened. He cant belive what he was hearing. " And....fuck its not easy to find words for the things i want to say. But love you is the easiest thing on earth". Kyle didnt say anything. The things Eric had said were..."beautiful". Kyle looked in erics eyes. "What?" The tall boy looked confused."The things you had said". Eric blushed. "Well erm....i....i dunno i-". Kyle laid a finger on erics mouth." Shhhhh. You had been sayin enough".Softly he pressed his lips against erics and wrapped his arms around his shoulders.EricKyman-LiveLaughLove by MiNtEyE
Untitled"I caught you gazing at Stan's ass again, fat ass!"Untitled by IKyman
"I did not, you sneaky Jew! I was looking at his stupid pink belt because I thought it looked stupid and gay on him."
"Yeah, right. You were checking out on him."
"But I didn't, Kahl. Stan is not my type, you are.
"I-I don't believe that one second."
"It's true, my pretty jealous Jew. You're my little monster, remember? I have always admired and loved you, Kahl, and no one can replace you. I don't like Stan like that and he's with that ho', so why would I check out on him when I have you with me in this special room."
Kyle sighed and pressed his head on Cartman's shoulder, intertwining their fingers on the bed sheets. He felt so relived and happy hearing those emotional words from his boyfriend, hearing his truth and honest feelings he has had for him since elementary school. It felt great to Kyle.
Kyle smiled, sighing heavily in the dark bedroom. "Thank you for being completely honest, Eric. I guess I was--"
"Jealous? Scared? Thinkin
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